昨日的昨日

有那么一瞬间的恍惚
我以为我俩回到了从前
写意 欢颂 的时刻
如今一切已成为
 一抹记忆 一丝留念 
我会记着
你的背影 你的容貌 你的短发 你的习惯 你的所好
原来已经是一段过去了
我会祝福你
珍重……

笔于深夜01：00

By Heart & Soul——Avalon Band.

If You were a road
I'd learn every turn til I
Could find my way with my eyes closed
If You were a song
I'd sing along til I
Knew every word and every note
But you were everything to me
A mystery
Your the Love I live to see

If You were a place
I'd stay my whole life til I
Had every corner memorized
And if You were a star
I'f follow You home, You would be
The Light that is my only guide
You were everything to me
My A to Z
Your the Love thats lives in me


By heart, by soul
Thats how I want to know You
Keep you as close as
Breath is to life
Wanna watch Your Love unfold


I wanna know You inside and out
Better than I even know myself
If You were a star
I'd follow You home by heart
By soul 

梔子花 ：）

清香馥郁，艷而不俗，純潔芬芳。
春夏开白色花，顶生或腋生，有短梗，黄色或橙色，是优良的芳香花卉。

柴门杂树向千株，丹橘黄甘此地无。江上今朝寒雨歇， 
篱中秀色画屏纡。桃蹊李径年虽故，栀子红椒艳复殊。

All ye weary.

Who brought the call from immemorial age ? 

Who left the wish for thousands of years ? 

Still, there are songs left without words

with the ancient love which never fades.

Alps in my vision, they chains to the horizon.

Who gazes at the blue sky day and night?

Who thirsts for the eternal dream and life? 

Still, there are songs of paean. 

With the dignified spirits which will never die.

Mountains before my eyes, they chained to the heaven. 

致——最尊敬的知己 (◕‿◕ )

所謂海内存知己，天涯若比鄰。
你就像天邊的云，隨時對會隨風而飃，形影不定。你，是唯一在苦苦掙扎的求學生涯，令我震撼的。白色，把你襯托成脫俗的簡單。
謝謝你的接納。我仿佛聼見你的彈奏的琴聲。
當衆人對我冷眼，我不屑。但你看穿了我，懂了我的心思，在我可謂“水深火熱” 中認同了我。
大家反對我的決定，唯有你，贊同了。
你成了我的知己，因爲我倆有了一致的觀點，想法。甚至，是了解，雖然不是深深的。
能夠感受，卻不多言。我們好似，有太多的想法，是衆人難以理解。但，我不恨了。我學會了放下，降服，雖然又是個不得已。人生嘛，難得幾囘醉。我們對被人人歸類成WEIRDO吧？ 明顯是的。若早些年結交，肯定是更好的朋友。但這兩年，不算太遲，至少你竟入了我的生命。
太多的千言萬語，反而難以啓齒。
我們都挺喜歡一首歐陽修的詩吧？TIM BURTON AS WELL。
我祝福你，早日盼見你嚮往的“幸福” ，而我也會獨立，不易被影響。你的瀟灑，我銘記于心。珍惜與感恩，更是深深的敬重。
不知何時能再見，但，我會思念我們的友情。 ——妮筆上，11月5日，黃昏。

十二花神

       正月梅花--寿阳公主、

　　二月杏花--杨贵妃、

　　三月桃花--息夫人、

　　四月牡丹--李白、

　　五月石榴--锺道、

　　六月莲花--西施、

　　七月蜀葵--李夫人、

　　八月桂花--徐惠、

　　九月菊花--陶渊明、

　　十月木芙蓉--石曼卿、

　　十一月山茶--白居易、

　　腊月水仙--娥皇与女英。

彼岸花

有花不見葉
葉生不見花
生生世世
花葉兩相錯


相传在黄泉路上大批大批的开着这花，远远看上去就像是血所铺成的地毯， 又因其红的似火而被喻为“火照之路”，也是这长长黄泉路上唯一的风景与色彩。她们构成火红色的花径指引人们走向三途河的彼岸，人就踏着这花的指引通向幽冥之狱。其实彼岸花，原意为天上之花，红色，天降吉兆四花之一。

　　彼岸花，恶魔的温柔。日本民间传说中自愿投入地狱的花朵，被众魔遣回，但仍徘徊于黄泉路上，众魔不忍，遂同意让她开在此路上，给离开人界的魂们一个指引与安慰。颜色分为血红色和白色，黄色和桃红色为石蒜，并没有紫色，蓝色，黑色。地狱少女中的阎魔爱，就喜欢这种花。

李商隱——無題

昨夜星辰昨夜風

畵樓西畔貴堂東

身無彩鳳雙飛翼

心有靈犀一點通

隔座送酒春酒暖

分曹射覆蠟燈紅

嗟余听鼓应官去

走马兰台类转蓬

《自君別后》——某作家。

望斷天涯 人在何方？
記得當初 芳草斜陽，
雨后新菏 初吐芬芳。
緣定三生 多少癡狂？
自君別后 山高水長。
魂兮夢兮 不曾相望，
天上人間 無限思量。

山河再笑， :)

狂奔天涯
勿問以往是否見過
我們的故事
已在史前鑽出火花
虛度了昨日的昨日
你離我遠去的一天
將是我最大的悲劇
倘若沒有了你
好花，好月，好良宵
山河，太陽，星星
都是多餘
我願，為你化成飛鳥
飛向你
暮暮朝朝，生生世世，天荒地老……

《家》 ——万志为

母親發上的顔色給了我
又還囘原來的白
父親眼中的神采傳了我
復現歸隱的淡然
一個很美的名字
我過分依戀的地方
儅燈火盞盞滅盡 
只有一盞燈
只有一扇門
只有一盞發黃的燈
只有一扇虛掩的門

知己，爱

夜，美得太茫然，又略带苍凉。
它把喧哗吞噬，换来这片宁静。
情不自禁的，我坚持为它逗留。
我用这一颗衷诚的心，拥抱着夜。
我已深深依恋那凄然的夜。
仅有在夜的伴随下，我付出真心，坦然倾谈，独自琢磨心扉。
它透过黯然的星辰告诉我，它不忘在远方眷顾我的心灵。
了解夜淡淡的难过，只因夜受到了众人的忽视。
夜，让我体验，甚至享受这片片静谥。
午夜，
象征浓浓的忧郁，
隐藏微微的苦楚.......



笔于深夜
九月二十日
妮字上

感恩，因为我们存在同个时空

幽静的晨
在白雾青山的衬托下
显得更苍凉
凋零的花木
稀疏的云
为着壮丽的破晓
带来一线曙光

再一次邂逅

随后
让我逝去的灵魂
为你化成天上的繁星
闪闪烁烁
代表我对你的歉意
从天坠落
象征我对你衷心的祝福
无法在延续
我将悄悄在
星月之下
岁月之美

远方的梦

怀表里的分秒
一直穿梭
我憧憬明日的一帘幽梦
也留恋昨日的那抹身影

晨曦却已不复存在
东方的鱼肚白
把宣纸制成的屏风
照得红绯绯
奈何
我忧郁的心
依然纳闷
远方的梦。。。。

✡ Almighty says, ... ✝

Remember, everyday God takes you by the hand and says, "No matter how difficult the path you tread.. I will never leave your side."
Be careful how you live. You may be the only Sunshine or Rainbow some people will ever get to see.
The struggle to get out of the cocoon is what helps strengthen the wings of the butterfly and helps her fly above the world.  Struggles strengthen us to fly.
Faith is the spark that ignites the impossible and causes it to become possible.


If you can't stand the heat, then you shouldn't have set the fire.
The true character of a person is revealed not by what they say for all to hear, but by what they say when they think nobody is listening.
Mountains provide beautiful views when you reach the top. It may be hard, but well worth it.  Just keep moving forward, you'll get to where you need to be!


Think about this: Can't a God who holds universe solve your issues in life? Behold! :) 

浑然天成

雨的倾泄，
让动人的春季生气勃勃
茂密的树，
显然与秋天的菩提木形成对比。
阵阵雷声，
划破静谧的晨；
一道闪电，
划穿黯然的阴。
路上行人皆穿，
何来欲断魂？
欲谈断魂，
执笔人瞧着铜镜思量片刻。
飞蛾，你何不扑雨呢？
阳光，谁让你憔悴了？
喜鹊，啥原因让你恋上落寞？

Blunt as a blow.

Are they too loud? Perhaps they fear being neglected again. Are they too timid? Perhaps they fear failing again. Too slow? Perhaps they fell the last time they hurried. You don't know! Only One who has followed yesterday's steps can be their judge. 

Fonder.

我畏惧的那刻，始终来了。
以往，我常曰：我深怕那美丽的梦会消失在一溜烟之中。
是的，梦碎了，该醒的时候了。
两重感觉，差异太大！
梦，为何你就不肯为我多留下多些日子？
两年前的今日，两年后的今日，我的遭遇竟是大同小异。
怨！悲！愤！
你俩的无情，为我添上一道伤痕，是心中的伤。
曾几何时，我恳求上帝，将来有那么一天，我要与喜欢的人到那儿度过烛光浪漫生日。
是啊，我十七岁庆生日，终得如愿以偿！
许许多多我恳求的，都实现了！上帝都听见，且允许了！
今天，你我敌不是敌，也不再是知己，朋友。
我想，这一生，都不会了解。

《蝶恋花》

庭院深深深几许？
杨柳堆烟薕幕无数。
玉勒雕鞍游冶处，
楼高不见章台路。
雨横疯狂三月暮，

门掩黄昏，无计留春住。
泪眼问花花不语，
乱红飞过秋千去。

《黎明》

因为昨天不是一场梦
而明天只是个幻影
但是活在很好的今天

却能使每一个昨天都是快乐的梦。

悄悄。

我又想你了
悄悄地
竟是十五个月
我曾很你
却说不出个“为什么”
我留恋你的温和
憧憬
想把视线留在你的俏脸

背影。

你背影是我伤痕
我想留的你想忘掉
曾经幸福，痛苦
该你的该我的
到此一笔勾销
谁让你沉溺注定让你伤神

离别之时还有爱

千古以来，最凄美的是爱情，最伤神的是爱情，最无奈的是爱情，最深刻的也是爱情。

琢磨着曾经，显露淡淡的哀伤。。。

《一夜恩宠,夜夜恩宠》

“假如我的死能换得你的一点点幸福，我甘愿！但愿来生，不要再让我遇上你，却永远得不到你的爱。否则我宁愿——无心，亦无爱。”
“假如我的死，可以换你一点点的良知，我甘愿！但愿来生，别再让我遇上你而永远得不到你的爱。否则我宁愿——无心，亦无爱。”

夜深人静，夜阑静谧

清清的夜，是如此的安静。

 天地·人儿 ，早已入眠，跌入彼此的梦乡…

唯独我，这失眠的姑娘。

寒冷的夜，显得如此寂寞难受…

凄凉的风声，使它显得更孤独。

街灯昏黄，飘零的落叶，高照的繁星，点缀这苦涩的黑夜。

遥望天边，微弱闪烁的星光，是我对祢的祝福。

夜，你添加了几分苍凉…

我空荡荡的回忆，只停留在那霏霏细雨的午夜，你修长的背影消失在茫茫黑夜中…

我只是。。。

在藤椅上攀坐，静静的欣赏白天的美。阳光普照着，阴天若隐若现，一缕缕光线穿透层层绵云，大地显然一片生气。

夏日的两重天，很美，很美… 

人们因此不会感到空虚，因为虫鸣声总能填满，温暖他们深处的心。

我的美丽日记。

十四个月了。我说，我放开了你。想想，我可不是铁石心肠，毕竟心头是由血肉一滴滴组成。只是对情感上的矛盾，不由己。那长长的日子，怎能从回忆消失得无影无踪？
是由许多情怀和思念，微笑且惆怅而编织的美丽日记。 
我曾经因你而感动，因你而感受。谢谢你，真的，让我成长，体会。
这段故事，凌乱的开始，复杂的结尾，它并不完美。。。
然而，你填满了我日记的却只有三分之一。。。
我一向都盼望那本厚厚，香悠悠的日记本只写满关于你的事，你我的段段的故事，趣事，误会，抬杠，纠缠，微笑，抒发我情感的一张张纸。
光阴怎么那么短暂呀？回首，那已是好久的事了，却记忆犹新，仿佛我每一个昨日般！
我想你，是陌生的你。炙热的阳光下，我跟随你壮俏的背影，深信跟随你，就是安全的防守。如今，却再次回到凉凉深秋。
你的关怀，你的体贴，我只得把它们一一镶入那如今微微泛黄的日记本里。
你是我人生第一个美丽的转弯角。

Saturday Morning.

凋零的花

浓散不去的雾

一个人

便显得如此落寞

寂寞的滋味，却不孤单

你不必惊慌

更无需欢喜

因为你总是有个我

我深怕

太美的回忆

会一溜烟消失在茫茫中...

Summer Kisses Winter Tears - Song

Summer kisses winter tears

That was what she gave to you

Never thought I traveled all alone

With dreams of memory

Happy I wish lonely knew

But I guess I can't complain

For I still recall the summer sun

To all the memory

The fire of love can burn from above

And nothing can light the dark of the night

Like a falling star

Summer kisses winter tears

Like the star that faded away

Leaving me to spend my lonely night

With dreams he has to do.

Dawn Of Dream.

I wish I could always immerse myself in the sound of music.

The symphony of violin... The harmony of blues harmonica..

I'd like to dance,just simple and plain feelings.

Dance like the whirling wind and spin freely as I could.

Rhumba & Waltz ; Jive and Tango .

Lead me to my dream,where paintings and arts fill the streets.

Hand me a glass of Zinfandel,so the aroma of wine could spread in the air.

On the sunken leather couch I locked my arms across my chest, with my 3-inch purple heels.

Follow me to the yield,where you and I could fly our kite.

Come like the leaf in the wind,where could you turn?

Yes,deepest dream I've dreamed that I never share.
And I observed them equally until they were out of sight.

Rєνινє ιn мє,tнє уєαяηιηg tнαt нαѕ ∂ιєd.. (╯_╰)

 

[Bunch of craps I figured out recently]

Good deeds don't often get notice because it's meant to keep low.

You cannot appreciate light if you haven't experienced darkness.

People,the song of life has a beautiful rhythm.At times, we forget the lyrics, but as long as good people provide the melody, life's music plays on!

Understand your actions, for they become habits. Study your habits, for they will become your character. Develop your character, it becomes your destiny.I might have fallen down but I know now, I'm strong enough to stand on my own.

Be Thou my vision,I ask.

走向春天的下午。

雨停歇，空气因为我的目光而发亮，秘密小径也露出了轮廓。

风，回到了该有的和气。 云的上方即是天堂，天空也许还有云。

被隔开的你我每次拉手，都化为一座美丽的桥。

错过，不再有。

弥漫着霏霏细雨的午夜

我这对你的思念

忽然想起那个寂寥的夜

想起你忧伤落寞的眼神

你的影子一溜烟

消失在茫茫黑夜之中。。。。

是的，我爱他。当这份炙热的爱情最需等待的时候，他却茫然错过，沦为最后知道真相的那个。

矛盾。

有时候，

我把自个儿陶醉在文学的天，像海洋中的诗。在无边无际的那儿，寻找另一个向往的存在。

有时候，

我把自己停留在现实的法律世界，自我淹没，只为追寻未来的志向，只为满足生活。

文诗，是为了满足向往那难以达到的梦，自我安抚。
现实，是为空虚残酷的现实中，添加些色彩，获取那份小小的成就感。

梦醒 (╯__╰)

Dare to dream.

秋叶纷纷落下，

凄清的雨水声，

一闪闪一烁烁，

像及了秋雨般。

习习的秋风，把竹叶吹得栩栩作响。昏沉的街灯亮着，让阴沉的傍晚显得更是孤独。

一股说不出的颈儿涌在心头。太想，太想进入另一片天地，另一片星空。唯我独尊且简单的。但我知道，那只是奢侈的梦。
我一个微小又奢侈的要求：别让我梦醒，让我独自飘在仅属于我的银河，足够了。

Wrote it in school. Random inspiration.

Comparisons are easily done once you had the taste of perfection.

When I had to share my tears of sorrow or laughter and joy,you are always my first thought and the one I would tell :) 

Passion stirs up in my heart but smile eventually faded when you chose to leave me.Alone.

You said you'll never leave this friendship and soar till the very end.

Promises couldn't be kept easily,or it is meant to be broken?

I glanced around for your shadow.yes,your unique face.

it's undeniable we're being secluded from dreams & truth. 

I seal my love deep within the bottom of my heart.

❝ςNY sєɑsღи❞

七彩的烟花，点缀了黑夜的星空。吵闹的爆竹声响，把往事和污秽，随着去年流逝。没错，这是除夕夜景。家家户户聚在一块儿，谈笑风生，吃个团圆饭。年初一，大家齐来拜年。你来我这，我到你那。 家，是温暖。亲情，是爱的。
人、事、物，都在我眼前流逝。我对这一年，没有感情。什么都没有，也不想拥有。一切对我而言，都是过得平淡且沮丧。
你的这一年呢？

My £¡fê, ✞ + ♡

My life is like a frame and puzzle piece.

Jesus is the frame,who make this puzzle pieces whole ,in order, perfect ; hold the puzzle in one accord.

But you are my missing puzzle pieces.Without you,this puzzle is always incomplete.

I had the frame first in my life,but there's always an empty puzzle space,that's specially only you can fill in.

In my lifetime I've tried to place other piece in it but it is found hard to fit in. 

Today,I've found you,but you are locked in a chest box.The only key to open its your heart.Are you willing to do me this favor? 

PS:This is truly written by me & it's RESERVED. 

Like a wind chime rattling.

暖暖的阳光一缕缕照进心房，
我伸出双手，把它纳入胸怀，保留。
我向窗外的雀儿，倾诉我的累。
冬天已临，秋天怎能挽留？
人，总不能时刻握紧爱，爱总溜得太快。
错过的，唯有让‘遗憾’取代。

A stand in alley. ╨┻◚┴ ♡

我呆滞在胡同, 
茫然望向尽头.

没有,什么都没看见.

胡同里仅剩我的影子
我的影子那墙角的黄花

墙角的花,你孤芳自赏时，
天地便小了..

[墙角的花,你孤芳自赏时，天地便小了]--冰心春水

 

有一种爱，在云层之上。❄

是天父的爱。
野地的花，飞翔的雀，不曾为生活忧。
独自站在落寞的深谷，被绝望侵蚀的人儿，听我说。
那在云层之上的爱，不曾让你独自担当。
天离地，何等的高。祂的慈爱也是如此。
我的主，你必带领我，穿越永恒，直到我们在天堂相遇的那一刻...❥

Wisdøм ¢øм3s FЯøм †ђ3 LøЯÐ ✞

Don't be jealous of evil/wicked people.Instead,live wisely-exemplify justice,honesty and hard work!

The same,death didn't need to be a terror to the disciples because Jesus was preparing a place for them.

Løυε❥ ŦhεøƦιε$ ☛ that I've learned from anywhere.

Love is a two way street and both people have to be willing to travel on it, and pave it when it needs to be fixed.

Destiny decides who touches your Life .Your heart decides who touches your Soul. 

Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. 

Explaining why I love you is like trying to explain the colors to a blind person; the words might be understood, but the concept would remain mysterious.

We love ironic.Don't you agree?! We loves the one who ignore us and ignore the one who love us :(  (✿ ♥‿♥)

某个晴天..

字君别后山高水长

魂兮梦兮有志难酬

天上人间不见不休

夏日。除了炙热，在没任何词。街上漫步，所见仅是忙碌皆来去匆匆的影子。并没注意甚多，因为我把已被遗忘甚久的‘心情’ 独自留在家儿。
春`冬，谢谢你。 我紧记你的离开，随同那琐碎的记忆。 秋，你何时再会来？来敲敲我那一扇半朽的竹门。。。

Wɨs∂ღʍ ƒʀღʍ Gღ∂ ...

When you were born,you alone were crying and everybody else was happy. When you die are you alone going to be happy,leaving everybody else crying? The answer depends on whether you live to get titles or to get testimonies? 
Do they promise human recognition or a life that is faithful to God? A faith worth having is a faith worth sharing :) Don't you agree ?

*.:i✿*L✿.y.:*

Evidently,I like you so much. Didn't you even knew that? Or you are trying to hide from the truth and assume that everything are suppose happen this way? 

I carry on myself just because of one simple word,FAITH. 

Roses are red, the sky is blue.Even though we are apart, I still love you. 
And if someday it is meant to be, we will be together again,just you & I.
Because I believe,a successful relationship requires falling in love over, and over again.




Good night,Donkey.

♪•¨*•.¸❤¸.•¨*•♫

There is this unfailing,first love in my life was placed at first in my heart. Yes,Jesus Christ my first love.

There is this type of ordinary love anywhere to be seen,that's family.

There's this most specific yet unique love,romance,I met and I found it at my sweet 16,that's you. :)